Dear Diary,
I seem to become lower and lower every day. My eyes are dull and hazy, my hair is greasy and lifeless, and i look frail and like a stick. I havnt eaten in 2 days, only drinking water. Im so hungry, but nothing seems apitiezing anymore. I know its a bad habit, but i cant stop. Of course, cutting is a bad habit, but it realeses my pain, its like opening the window to let it out. I know that dosnt make sense.
And how dare my stupid parents be happy when im alone and crying. They always seem so joyfull. Its like they dont care about me. About my feelings or my happyness or my future. How dare they.
~Eve
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