this is juat a song i wrote one day when i was bored and being stupid.
Love Is What I Dread
tears welling up in my eyes
yet i can not seem to cry
my heart broken, shattered, laying on the floor
tugging at my hair, looking at the knife
should i do it? repeats in my head
no. i'm too weak
i can't end my life even if i try
why do you think that's why i can't seem to cry
you hopefully didn't notice it
the light bounce in my footsteps when i saw you
the quickening of my heartbeat pounding loud enough to hear
the red showing on my cheeks whenever our faces came near
you probably didn't even notice
when you ripped my beating, bloody, heart out
did you?
hopefully you didn't
i wouldn't want to cause you grief
my heart broken, shattered, laying on the ******** god dam floor
my fingers reaching for the blade laying on the ground
what should i do first? wrists or throat?
does anyone really give a ******** care as to what i do
i guess not cuz they only see right through
i hope they finally get what's coming to them
once they see my cold, dead, body lying on the ground
will they cry? probably not
do i really care? not a bit
cuz i'd rather be free of them then
to live on hearing their ******** words inside my head
you hopefully didn't notice it
they way i looked at me feet
i knew then i was gunna commit suicide
maybe i should have told you
but would you have taken me seriously
i doubt it, i know you, you would of just thought i was lying
or being some weird ******** high freak
tears welling up in my eyes
yet i can not seem to cry
my heart broken, shattered, laying on the floor
tugging at my hair, looking at the knife
should i do it? repeats in my head
tears welling up in my eyes
yet i can not seem to cry
my heart broken, shattered, laying on the floor
tugging at my hair, looking at the knife
should i do it? repeats in my head
should i do it? repeats in my head
finally it’s answered
and not one word i dread
yes is all that’s said
 Prince Keba · Wed Dec 20, 2006 @ 02:16am · 0 Comments |
