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	Readera's Rant and Rave It's a soft lavender tone with a hint of royal blue. Embossaned with the name and author (me!) in a red a few shades darker then cherry. It seems serius but than you notice a few hints of glitter on the binding.

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I just found out a few days ago that one of my freinds, Joe likes me, and is going to ask me out today! sweatdrop I like him but I'm nervous. Readera · Thu Dec 14, 2006 @ 04:51pm · 1 Comments


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	[startprogram] [this message was programmed by //Weaponshold on [12-14-06] at 11:59pm//] [program-------------deliver date [8-13-07] destination //Readera at 12:30pm//] Dear Sarah, I have no clue whether we are still dating or if, indeed, I am still alive. but nonetheless there are somethings that I would like to tell you...I have always hated life and I might have told you this by now. Anyways I have spent alot of time trying to end it without suicide, none of my efforts succeeded. On the first day of school I was handed a mistaken schedule and went to fix it. I then arrived into the class and sat as close to the door as I could. Then you started talking to me...I couldn't believe that such a wonderful girl was talking to the freak in the corner...but day after day you spoke I answered until the schedule change. I moped around about my mistake and wished I hadn't changed it for months. Then in Speech I met Alissa and started having lunch with her...and she sat next to ya'll...then once again you started talking to me. I had a military haircut and you were wearing that blue musical note shirt if I remember correctly...the same shirt you were wearing today in fact. I still wondered why you talked to me and I knew why I loved talking to you....at least a few days ago I figured it out. Around you the thoughts stopped the plans to die without killing myself were swept aside. I wanted to be alive to be with you...more than friends, I realized about a week ago, that I wanted to be with yyou. I was so happy when you said yes today. and if we broke up and no one has seen me since...maybe I figured out how to escape, or maybe I killed myself. But if I'm still alive...and more importantly we are still together. I want you to know you saved my life. I don't want you to feel guilty if I'm gone, nor obligated if I'm still alive. I just wanted you to know what you mean to me after the time we have known each other and that you are perfect for me in every way and nothing will ever change that. Don't feel guilty or obligated...if I'm dead know that you gave me happiness before I died, if I am with you then know that you give me happiness every day. Forever Yours, Joseph Aaron Bays P.S. I was nervous as hell too. [message submitted to program by //Weaponshold on [12/14/06] at 11:59pm//] [added on [2/22/07]] The kiss was wonderful. [message submitted to program by //Weaponshold on [2/22/07] at 11:59pm//] [/endprogram] Offline Weaponshold · Community Member · Mon Aug 13, 2007 @ 08:29pm

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