I know I haven't been the best I can be. Honestly, I don't know what my best really is. I'm still searching for the side of me that people will trust.
To those of you that I have befriended and then left behind, forgive my terrible acts. Forgive me for I never wanted to hurt you.
To those of you that I loved and left behind, forgive my words and know that I never wanted to love anyone. But I did. You were a part of me and always will be. You helped me in my long lasting search.
To those of you that I still know as friends, thank you for sticking around even when I pushed away.
To those of you that have read my journal, my hateful entries and my sickening poems, you must either think I am insane or sick. I'm possibly both, but that's just part of my search.
To those of you that have made the darkness leave by a single comment that put the rare smiles on my face, I thank you kindly for your unknowingly helpful words. A smile and a laugh can temporarily destroy torment.
To you all that I have known on gaia and irl, you all mean a lot to me, even though I may never tell you or show it.
Thank you...Thank you all....
 larka_la_fey · Thu Feb 03, 2005 @ 09:30pm · 3 Comments |
