My broken heart is crying,
so sick of all the lying.
I don't want to live my life in regret.
That sinking feeling in my stomach,
on the floor and in my vomit.
Voices yelling inside my head.
When I do something wrong, there is a voice telling me to:
"Get back up and keep on trying",
when I know that I am dying.
It says to keep on fighting...
Maybe if I keep on trying, I will find something, someone, worth living for.
Maybe I will gain the strength, and realize that the one I should be living for is myself.
Myself.
My dreams and my goals, soo far away.
On my knees and slowly dying,
I look up at the sky and start crying.
Tears running down my face, falling down, falling down, down~~~~~~
They hit the floor,
you find me laughing,
life is nothing but a game.
You have your ups and have your downs.
Lucky times and then it runs dry.
But you always have the smell of flesh,
telling you that you're still alive.
Laughing at the sky.
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