im having serious relationship problems with my boyfriend, i don't know what to do about it...i want us to break up because it seems to be the right thing to do... and yet at the same time i don't want to lose him, i've spent so much time with him that i don't know what im going to do without him. I can try to look for other boys, and ive met some that i really like, but each time that he comes into the room everything changes and i just want to be beside him always and forget about everybody else. The opposite happnes when we're fighting, i admit im really stubborn, and when somebody hurts me i tend to hurt them back...whenever my boyfriend and i have a misunderstanding, i know how to hurt him the most, i just play indifferent, like i don't carewhat he does, he can punch himself in front of me and i'll just raise my eyebrows as if daring him to do it again....i cant change that part of me...its my only defense when somebody hurts me...but he cant take the indifference...he becomes violent towards himself....i don't want him hurting himself...i dont know what to do...
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