I have noticed that the farther my dads death gets the harder it gets i mean everything trigers my feelings now!
I have a song though that i love to listen to and it makes me cry everytime but it reminds me of alot of things me and my dad did and it just reminds me of him cuz the way it goes is just like my dad!
I am still blaming myself even though everyone says dont and that he wouldnt like that but wel the way it happened it just makes me feel like i could have stopped it if i wasnt so self fish!
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