Mmkay, so this is how it all started.
I was on the computer, and I was taking a gaia quiz.
One of the questions read " DO YOU BELEIVE IN GOD?" and I said "Partially."
And my sister was like "OOOO Im telling!!"
and then she told my mom. And then my mom was going all balastic about it.
She was all like "YOU DON'T BELEIVE IN GOD?!".."HOW DARE YOU!"
and im like "Mom...its not that big a deal..and I didnt say I dont believe in him.
I think theres a possibility that he exsists. It dosent neccasarily mean he's real."and shes like "NO PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELEIVE IN GOD ARE EVIL. AND THEY GO STRAIGHT TO HELL! YOUR GOING TO HELL TACHIRI!" and im like "Meh. Sure. Being in a coffin is one HELL of a fun time. I'd love to be in the ground for thousands of years, and nourish other growing plants and stuff. Thats one hell of a great time..." and she's like " WHEN DID YOU BECOME SO EVIL?! You know what, Im sending you to a religious school. And Im telling your father. You know he is very religious"...and Im like "well, mom..I feel safer and better around him, then I do around you." and she gave me a scoff. And started yelling again. She was drunk. My mom was a ....alcohol abuser before, but she went into probation and stopped. Then when she met chozie, and found her foster mom, she got back into drinking. And now shes worse then before. >___>;;
Gawd. Then I said I hate life. and shes like "-gasp- No. You can't are you depressed? what made you depressed tachiri." and im like " HMMM I WONDER! >:/"
and shes like "Well, we are gonna go to the mall and hangout. You and me".
and im like "Erm Im sorry, I don't get in a car with a drunk driver. I dont plan on dieing anytime soon." and then she gave out that chuckle she does, when I make a clever remark on her..well...drinking problems. "YOU WILL HANGOUT WITH ME. AND THATS SETTLED!"
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Plus my moms ex is like, trying to kill us or something... She made him angry I bet.
And I don't know what this is about. But she's paranoid, and she said "DONT OPEN THE DOOR FOR ANYBODY! I DONT CARE IF ITS GOD!"...psht, ya.....
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she also was like. [[about the god thing]]
"Hmmm Tachiri, do you think god can disconnect you connection from me.."
and im like "HA! I LAUGH YOUR CONSISTENT IGNORANCE! That would be YOUR motive to do that. Not GOD's. You want to do it, not him. "He" gaves us each our own brain for reasons. You SHOULD know that."
and she gave out another chuckle. and was like "NO THATS GOD RUNNING THROUGH ME." and im like "yea..sure. people who have felt god, were crazy people....of course that dosent vary much differenty from you in the crazy range. >:/" ..yes. Im a smartass. I know. and then she left, laughing again.
and im like.."stupid."
 xK I Y O H I M E · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 09:23pm · 3 Comments |
