If Only I Could End My Life
I sit alone in my room
Cuddled up to a toy
Crying my way
through the dark n gloom
Not knowing what to say
Do I say that I am alone
Or pretend I am alright
Do I stay alive
Or die by myself at night
So no-one can stop me
like they have tried to do
Do I put up with this life
Do I live with this lie
I cut my wrists
and watch the blood poor
My life goes into a mist
My life I no longer saw
It all went dark
I no longer was me
My life was now just a mark
In far deep history
I never meant much
To any one I knew
I was nothing as such
that’s what they all told me
My mother and father too
So right here and now
I shall end this pain
A knife through my veins
I lived no more
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