Arxce's black book of random things and/or thoughts
I guess what the tittle says should be here....
silent solitude
Alright, the title's a bit overdramatic, but I seem to ahve a flare for that. Though, at the moment, it's rather justified. Perhaps I'm going to emo on this, but... sigh, I'm getting that feeling that everyone I work with absolutely hates me. I don't know why. I'm quiet, I stay out of the way, I do my job and yet I still end up getting chastised for things I don't even know I had to do. I'll get yelled at indirectly. A superior will turn to my boss and yell at him about me, so I hear the speech that's about to be regurgitated to me. I'm feeling rather stressed. I'm so used to being in a relationship and now I honestly feel sort of alone. I mean, I have friends, and I love my closest friends, but I'm never able to bring myself to spill my problems to them. I mean, I'm always the go-to guy when it comes to life issues. But who does the go-to guy go to when he's got issues?
All this on top of pure sexual frustration is killing me. I'm celibut in this warzone, not to mention on shift with 5 other guys. We talk about our emotions and our likes and dislikes and- wait, no... that would be a lie. It's more like a 12 hour fart/gay/racial/practical joke session. It sounds like fun but, just theres too must testosterone.
*pulls out microphone, switches to his deep announcer voice* Next, the premire of 'The Bachelor: Arxce edition,' staring [glamourshot]Arxce[/glamourshot].
Who will be the lovely bachelorettes competing for his heart?
Awww poor thing. If you were here I would give you a massage.. and tell you its going to be ok...
That and its funny how you are advertising. heart Just post a picture of your burly man muscles and I am sure the flys will swarm wink sweatdrop I wish I could do somthing. but you got yourself into this one kido... wink
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Draquoness · Community Member · Mon Jun 19, 2006 @ 06:52am
i would soo love to help u!!! winkheartwhee
but im never on when u are.... crying im always listsening if u need someone though! 3nodding
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`Shinrai` · Community Member · Sun Jul 02, 2006 @ 10:40pm