yea this is my first journal. go me. i rock yea im bored i have nothing to do so poo on u hahaha sorry u kno i love ya all. man ******** me. my life as been just like s**t lately and it blows chucks really hard core like i just painted the walls with it man. my parents hate me my bestest friend in the whole world hates my guts wont talk to me we got into this huge fight the other day i never wana see him again he made me cry for about 2 hours bu tthen i finally just cryed my self to sleep which really sucked. i mean i kno i can be a bad person but no one deserves this man. im so lonely now. i have no one now i sware. man i cut my wrist the other day btu i didnt mean to but ive been doing it almost everynight and my life really sucks and i do just wanna die man. i cant take living my life like this. i mean i feel like im the only one whos ever on there knees ofr everyone else adn im never getting anything in return but more grieft adn pain and sarrow man i ahte this all. i mean ive been the nice person that everyone for to long so im thinking about being the shadow no one remembers but thats ok b cuz ive gone it b4 and i can do it again. mayeb someday ill come back out of my shell but who knows i kind aliek being alone for now so yea. um i guess im done now. loves byes gonk
misskitti · Sun Dec 12, 2004 @ 01:28pm · 2 Comments |