Gaia related activity>>
I have the Gaian SCOOP layout ready on the mule, so now all I need to do is wait for the content to put in. ^_^ Yay!
Posted here and there around Gaia last night... I didn't really have a set place to post... I just drifted...
I'm finding that to be the story much of the time... I don't care much about my Gaian friends... I'm just being really unsocial or something.
Although... I met a new friend today. whee So it's not all lost.
Real life related activity>>
I guess by now you all would want an update with what I'm doing with the big jerk, right?
I'm going to Portland with him over break.
I know it's probably a bad idea. I know nothing will happen. I'll most likely end up even more hurt afterwards. I'll want him back in my life, even though I know I can't let it happen after all he's done to me.
Here's the update. Remember how I said I would ask him straight out if he still had feelings for me?
...He does.
Not only did he say that, he also apologized for screwing around with my emotions, twice, and said that even though he had hoped something would happen this break, he knows I wouldn't let it and that he's simply content being friends.
He also said something along the lines of, "I care about you as a friend, and when in a relationship, I care about you just as much."
WHAT. THE. ********. stare
It's too bad I still have feelings for this guy... ._.;
 Aquafire · Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 08:29am · 4 Comments |
