-_- blah yesh im making a stupid rant entry yet again for god knows what reason. i need to get to bed at nite x3. anyways i seriously need to get a life. im 19 years old, never had a job except that stupid job i had for a few days which was s**t. i have yet to get into college. all i ever do is stay on the computer all day and rarely hang out with friends cause they are ether in college, or high school, or working. so im always up late on the computer, then i sleep half the day away. pretty pathedic life to lead eh? its easyer said than done to get out of a depressen and get into college or get a job. pft im just a waste of space and a burden on my mom. since my best friend is moving i think i seriously should conceder just going to cali and living with my dad.... i mean nothing else is keeping me here with my mom. and my dad could get my a** in gear. all i can do is take care of pets and thats not gonna get me anywhere. i still dont know why i feel this things about myself, and yet im told different things from my best friend and my mom.anyways this was just a late nite rant of how im feeling so yeah.
"i haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie."
oh yeah comcast has yet to cut the interent off so hehe im still wasting my life on the net
 samus x · Tue May 16, 2006 @ 08:47am · 3 Comments |
