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	yamiruri's Journal description of my yournal??....ok.....um.....I guess I'll talk about junk that I like (like anime and junk).....I'll really be using it more like a real journal would be used


tomorrow is back to school,great summer break I had, it lasted only a week. I really don't want to go back cause I will be alone throughout most of the time and it'll remind me to much of how things used to be before and I'm not really happy to have to relive those feelings. I'm also afraid of not getting an A, it's a math class and I have to show them that I am capable of getting an A or else. my pride is the one mostly to blame for my strees,it won't let me go to the tutor and if someone offers help I rarely take it. I need that A if I don't then that'll only show how stupid and worthless I am. the fact that I'm irritable right now is not making things any better at the moment, I get annoyed by everyone and just about everything will set me off (vitamin deficient stare ). I don't know what I'll do if I don't get that A.....I probably will beat myself up for months and years.....I still do over a class I took 2 years ago. I'm fasting till my friend gets back,I need to do it so I can feel things, I don't care how ****** up it is,all I know is that this is my body and I can do what I want with it....I think I won't be here for a while,I have a bussines meeting up in NY and I don't know when I'll be back.....which is kinda....I don't know sweatdrop yamiruri** · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 04:05am · 0 Comments


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