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She is a b***h I wish that she would die and leave me alone I want to be left alone I don’t care what other people think I don’t care if I hurt your feelings by saying this cause I don’t give a s**t this world is a screwed up world no matter what we do we cant make things right our ancestors and grandparents and parents killed this world for us now we have to live in it don’t you think that is wrong well I do but you don’t have to if you don’t want to I personally want to kill myself so I wont kill this world like my parent and the parents before them it cruel and evil animals are dying because of us us humans we will kill every thing even ourselves we don’t care for any thing but our selves we are selfish bastreds we kill every thing that we see we leave behind a land of waste where ever we go we don’t care we never will we never have but I want to care I want to live in a world where its peaceful and I don’t have to worry about getting hit with a bullet of stabbed with a knife I world where all she knows is peace I world where all the people there are there to protect her and only here in a world where mothers don’t exist in a world where father don’t exist I want to live in a world where there are only children exist living in peace and harmony this is where I want to live but I cant cause this ******** world is all ******** up I want to kill all humans I don’t care if people hate cause I hate them I don’t think hate is a strong word I think that it is a perfect word to describe exactly what I feel I don’t care if you love or hate me cause I will not feel or hear an of your words your words fall on deaf ears I don’t care I want to break free of this shell called a body and revive my really mother the one who put up with all that has be done to her my mother is mother earth but I am not who you think I an I am a stranger to you and every one else I will kill you you will all die by my hands only see me grin as I drink your blood see me laugh as I rip you limb from limb your blood drips from hands on to my body I don’t care in fact I love it I want more I will kill humans until all of them are dead then only will I join my mother I am not a human I never was and never will be I am me the one who is death the one who is the dream the one who is destruction the one who is desire the one who is despair the one who will make you wish for things that you never knew about the one who will make you die many deaths but trust me in the end you will be happy I will make sure that you are happy with every thing I do and say cause you have no say I laugh as you try to kill me guess what I am dead to you and to me I will make sure you obey every thing I say cause I rule you and every one else I laugh as I eat the one who defies me I laugh as your cities crumble and die you are worthless you matter not you think that you know every thing guess what you don’t you never will I wont let you cause I want you to die I don’t like you in the end I will find a way to kill all of you every single one of you and I will enjoy it this is who I am I laugh