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darkness learned through innocent eyes

sadness and bullying ******** with his head

anger and suffering and being deprived

he tried to be the very best

not noticing and learning to lie

his homies were fake just like the rest

over the years lost the ability to cry

he felt like he was dead

wishing his whole life wasn’t just a lie

many things rushing through his head

but every second he wishes he could die

but he cant cuz his kind fills others with dread

but he cant cause then they would wonder why

he grips angrily at his head

every time he thinks of it he starts to cry

everyone knows his past filled with dread

and its no wonder why he really wants to die

but as the girl he loves gazes upon his head

is it worth it? just to feel his blood run dry?

his love for her could not be said

it was forbidden most would say a lie

many believed he was misled

because she was the reason he stopped getting high

everyone told him to get a reality check

and for them he let his middle finger fly

he felt as if it would have some effect

to show them that he hated their lies

she walked in and saw him holding his head

but then when she looked him in the eyes

he knew what he wanted to have said

but out came more lies

and he punched himself in the head

and she asked why

and then he criedhttp://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/?action=load-add&mode=entry# himself dead