All these years I've tried to hold myself in an eggshell, burying each ounce of pain my pride would let me hold. All those years of piling up the pain of death, loneliness, and health issues. I thought I could hold on forever, but I was terribly wrong. The shell cracked, and now I can't control the pain. I know my only choice is to break the whole thing open and let it all out, but how? who? I know it'll burst open and no one will be able to save me from what I've done to myself.