Many may say that life is somthing that most don't get to live.
That we should live life at the fullest and yet they are been hipocrits.
THey say things that they havent even gone threw...
They say "know how you feel" but thats bullshit...
Many don't care they just say it to make you feel better and so you wont get the others all gloomy...
Lost hope..
I have lost mine..
Or have i not...
Close... LIfe is so close to ending yet i see my life span so short...
The thred of my life span weakens and is about to be cut ny the three demons of the devil..
Can i still fight this pain...
CAn i continue to live this way...
was it ment to be this way...
was it?...
LIfe so beautifle ...
Yet so ugly....
Live life with the ones you love most and live it to the max!
Don't let time pass you by...
I have lost my mom and my brothers...
They say they still care but thats a lie...
They just do things so my dad wont be mad...
Yea sucks right? hahaha...
I can still smile tho...
Than to her,...
Life dosen't seem so hard when i talk to her...
Simple and easy....
LIfe ....
I would love to take the time and see he rmore often but i know its hard for her...
So i don't worry about it much...
I jsut say thanx that you tryed, and mabe next time you can.
Is my self been so worth less?
Have i lost it all...
Well by wut i just said i think not...
I havent lost everything..
I still got a good friend..
A friend who hears me out in the time of need.
In the edge of my sorrow she picks me up and puts me back on my feet.
Even tho i'm pretty heavy lol
Be her words are just so strong that there is now way you could be gloomy around her.
Well i lasted a day with out her and life sucks when there is no "D" in it lol
Yup it dose it just turns back to the same old boring life...
SO i start to walk in the street searching for her...
I walk till the sunsets...
Just thinking about her and hopeing i might see her in the street doin the same.
I bought a necklace..
A spiked one...It makes me feel diffrent..
It makes me feel like if i was somthing...
A dog?
mabe...
i rather live like a dog then die like one...
I don't want to die like a dog...
I wana try...
So i will always try....
She said don't hold back so every time i write my journal i don't..
I write wut first comes to the top of my mind.
I will speak my mind freely and show the people around me i'm worht the try.
THat i'm not worthless like they have said...
So to you i say Live life!
And don't forget about the ones you love because they are the ones whoe keep you in your feet no one else will just them..
I have learnd that...By a hard lesson...
Mom and my brothers have truned their back on me ..
No it dosen't hurt but at least i know who is a friend and who is a foe...
Thanx for reading and bood bye
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