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A Journal That Clouds the Mind
Just my random thoughts about things. Some lyrics and even a story or two. Not for the faint of heart, you have been warned.
What is love?
A princess in a tower? Prince charming? An enchanted frog? All that s**t's for children! The kind of love you believe in never existed to begin with. Love is not fairy tale romance. Love is hurting, pain, grief. Love is cheating on your partner; love is abuse and lies. Love is a conquest, a never-ending battle for nonexistent control. Love is fighting and maybe, just maybe in the light of all else, love is acceptance. But love is never first kisses and moonlit walks. Those are called delusions, things you humans seem so fit to delight yourselves with, only adding to the pain when reality bursts in with your lover in another's arms. But that's to be expected.
From all my years studying your species I have found one thing to be universally true for each and every one of you: you all want to get hurt. You all fall in love with the wrong people, do the wrong thing for the right reasons; you all believe in true love but always settle for second, not-quite best. Well, I've got news for you. I love you, in the real life sense. I love your stupid ideas, I love your goofy face, I love your weird laugh, I love your disgusting mind, I love every rotten horrible thing about you and I am the worst possible thing for you! I will hurt you, I will break your heart, I will lie, I'll do whatever I have to get my way, I'll treat you like s**t and I'll never tell you how much you really mean to me! If you have any brains in your head, you'll run away. But I know that the moment I stop talking, you're gonna march in this house because I am everything that is wrong and horrible in your life and you can't help but love me, too.
I am the wrong thing for the right reason, I am the second not-quite best, and I am tired of waiting! Now get in this house!

SikFox
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  • User Comments: [1]
    Sekiou
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    Fri Apr 07, 2006 @ 11:09pm


    What love is, Foxxy. Love is the slowest form of suicide. thats what it is. But whenever you need a companion, a shoulder to lean on or just someone to yell at because your stressed... remember, you got Dansk!


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