Every hour of every day of this vacation has been spent on television,my Nintendo Wii and Maplestory. I never accomplish anything, but at the same time I tell myself "Raph, it's a vacation. Aren't you supposed to be doing whatever you want?" But then that voice in my head tells me that I should be doing, I don't know, something productive? When I think about it there are plenty of things I could be doing instead. I can't help but beat myself up, I just always end my days knowing that I've failed somehow. The reason is , I'm not doing anything that I'm proud of.