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	Shtuff.
	Shtuff.

	It's Over...
	It's Over...


As of today, March 14th 2006, I am single for the first time in 19 months. This is because my previous boyfriend, David, decided he no longer felt 'passion' for me, as he had said. He told me he felt as if I had become a close friend, more like a best friend or something of that matter. With a smile, and a forced laugh, I accepted this bitter truth. The only problem was...I still loved him with everything, as I do now. I miss him...it hurts so much...I just want to fall apart...but I can't. I'm going to get through this, I know I will. All I really ask is...why? Was it me? Did I say something or do something to ruin this almost perfect relationship? I'm so sorry if I did...really I am. I tried, I really did! I thought I was doing everything right...everything a good girlfriend would do. I failed... I don't think I'll ever get over David..but then again someone that amazing doesn't deserve to be with me. For all of you who don't know David...he was the best boyfriend possible. He was sweet, caring, all I could ask for and I don't think I'll EVER find someone as loving or awesome. I'd do anything to have him back, ANYTHING. It's the little things that are killing me too. Knowing that at HomeComing I'll be someone else's date...knowing that we can never say 'I love you' ever again. But why damnit, why?! We were supposed to be together forever, move out of Florida and have kids!!! WHAT DID I DO WRONG??!?!?!?!? .....Ah, well, I need to pull myself together. I need your help guys, my friends..I need you guy's support more then ever. I love all of you so much. Thank you for reading this. I'll ALWAYS love you David... It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life. -Greenday. gooberfeesh · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 01:37am · 5 Comments


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	OMG Gaby you did nothing!!! If anything he doesn't deserve you! Oh just wait till I tell KT she's already not talking to David for some other reason....Well I'm going to have to find a new place to sit because I refuse to sit with him anymore! How dare he say such a mean thing to you!!! I heart you Gaby!! I hope you feel happier soon and find another boyfreind. Offline Yuki-Sahoma18 · Community Member · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 01:44am


	Gaby, you didn't do anything. Infact, this past few weeks, well not even, months, you have done EVERYTHING in your power to keep me and to be the Best girlfriend you could be. And you were, infact it seemed like you were the PERFECT girlfriend, you were so selfless and caring, always thinking of me and everything. I thank you for all of that and especially for the best time of my life. The time we spent together will always be good memories. No. Great memories. But I still care about you Gab, I really do, and I hate doing this to you, nothing hurts me more right now than what I had just done. I'm not cold and heartless, I didn't change over night. I felt myself growing farther and farther away from you, and there is nothing I can do about it. You have to understand I would never want you to be hurt, but it really is out of my hands. A relationship can't work one-way. You will always have a place in my heart and I will always love you, even if we don't say it anymore only because I think it would hurt you to say it. At the moment, I can't see myself spending the rest of my life with this one person, even if she is a great as she is. And ending it now would be the best because we are both still in High School. You will experiance more, and maybe I will too...who knows. And then again, everything between us doesn't all have to go to waste. At least we will always know there is someone there that cares about you, and that we could still get back together Gab. I know I can't be a confort to you now, I'll leave that to your friends, but you can still count on me to confort you through ANYTHING and if you ever need anything, I'll be there. I don't think we lost much Gab...I think all we lost was a title and "the benifits". We still have whats most important and that is our friendship. I just want you to know, you were the Best girfriend ever to me, and unfortunatly, which forces I cannot controll, I had to do what I had to do and I wish you the very best for you Gab. I'm so sorry, but as I said...its out of my hands. I'm so sorry and you will always have a place in my heart. I love you, get better soon. <3 David Offline Ralph Wrecked It · Community Member · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 02:12am


	But....but.... crying Offline gooberfeesh · Community Member · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 02:28am


	huggles If you need to talk, just PM me! crying Offline Madame Javert · Community Member · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 04:32am


	cries Oh god..cries hard for you gaby You sound so much in pain, and..and ...and meish wishes I could help! crying cry ..If there is anything that I can do..even if its just leaving you be..I'll do it..Gaby ..hugs I hope your heart heals soon, you will always have us to help you whenever you need it. nods yep KT will kill him..nods again ..hugs Gaby again ...Get better soon, I lurve you always Gaby-chan!! ninja mrgreen heart heart Offline Sakura lady of death · Community Member · Wed Mar 15, 2006 @ 10:46pm

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