Silver Wings: he just said
just don't mention about me to her >.< she will either say she hates me or she hate my guts at being very blunt with insults
okay
o-o ok
Belial: no actually, i don't
i just say that he hates me
it's the opposite 2 tell u the truth
i say that HE hates me.
bcuz of the mistakes i've made in the past
Silver Wings: -nodz-
Belial: i REALLY do want 2 c if i can re-build our friendship...but, he won't
he doesn't want 2.
i KNO he doesn't want 2
Silver Wings :yah...
Belial: *sighz* it really DID hurt when i lost his friendship
but, he'll just think i'm bullshyttin'
Silver Wings: what did you do o-o
Belial: *sighz* i was a foolish gurl...filled w/ lust
Silver Wings: ok
Belial i REALLY lyked him...but, he never lyked me bak.
Silver Wings: o-o what did you do
xD
Belial: i threw myself upon him...& i let him played w/ my feelings
we DID go out...but, for lyk only 2 dayz.
Silver Wings: oh
Belial: he wasn't actin' lyk the b/f i thought he'd b
then...4 sum odd reason, he changed. he became the PERFECT b/f...@ least...in MY eyes.
evry1 thought we were goin' out.
it felt that way too.
but, reality hit me hard
he'd ALWAYS replied: "No. We're just friends."
plz. tell me: wut kind of "just friends" caresses each others private parts?
seriously.
Silver Wings: O__O
Belial: & tell me: wut kind of "just friends" talked ova the fone 4 HOURS 'bout anythin' & EVRYTHIN' & end it w/ fone sex?
Silver Wings: o///o
Belial: twice. twice he's let me get his d**k.
a couple of times he caressed my a**
& it was RARE if he caressed my boobs
Silver Wings: gave him a bj? o-o
Belial: no
i caressed his d**k
Silver Wings: I closed the box by accident and I didn't get your message before no
@__@
Belial: i caressed his d**k
well, the first time i did
the 2nd time, he just let me grab it
Silver Wings: and what did he say/do? o-o
Belial: he enjoyed it
wut else do u think a guy would do if a girl did that 2 him?
Silver Wings: pda= personal display of affection right?
iunno xD
Belial: heh
that was sarcastic, btw
Silver Wings: okay
Belial: but...yea.
that's wut i did.
Silver Wings: -nod-
Belial: & really...it's all his fault.
i'm just takin' the fall
Silver Wings: and what did he do?
Belial: didn't u read the PM i sent u?
of our LAST convo.?
(mine & his)
Silver Wings: yeah
Belial: he said: "took u long enough to realize that" or something along those lines
so, i'm bein' blamed 4 wut HE did.
Silver Wings: sorry
Belial: but, do u wanna kno y i did it?
Silver Wings: why?
Belial: bcuz he's the ONLY guy i TRULY fell in love w/,
Silver Wings: oh
Belial: i'm TRYIN' 2 satisfy him
Silver Wings: yeah...
Belial: but...he'll never kno.
Silver Wings: sorry
Belial: *sighz* so, i'm lettin' him b his cocky self
i can't help it. i fell in love w/ him.
Silver Wings: -nods- that sucks...
Belial: i may go thru ALLOTTA guyz just 2 get my mind off of him for the time bing
**being
Silver: -nods-
Belial: but...then, he haunts my dreams...thoughts...my mind.
ur the VERY 1st person i've told this to.
Silver Wings: hm..
Belial: i never told the OTHER guy who's friends w/ him
Silver Wings: o-o okay
Belial: yea...he's known Kite as long as i've known him...mayb even LONGER
Silver Wings: is he some fat dude
?
Belial: no
lol
he's 29 & is also on gaia
Silver Wings: okay
Belial: y u asked?
Silver Wings: xD
Belial: *shrug*
Silver Wings: O_O
Belial: i had ALLOTTA ppl against him on gaia...bcuz i had told my story in my journal.
of how he played w/ me.
Silver Wings: hm I bet
Belial: well...mayb a COUPLE o' gurlz
2-3 topz
Silver Wings: ok
Belial: i don't 'member anymore
it was long ago
i took it off bcuz he told me 2
i didn't want him 2 b angry @ me
Silver Wings: okay
Belial: i have a tendency of sarificin' (sp?) my own happiness so that others can have their own.
 HeartSeeker Lea · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 08:00pm · 0 Comments |
