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I let my walls down, thinking that I could make more friends if I did, thinking that the walls were what was holding me back. Thinking that my life would some how magically get better as soon as they went down. You guys think you know me? Well honestly, no one does.And now, I highly doubt anyone will ever know me, and I highly doubt that anyone will see me again, unless they care enough to actually go and look for me. I'm putting my walls back up, I'm hiding again, I'm going away, and I may never be the same again. I hate living this lie that everything is okay, and that there are only a few flaws in my life, I hate the fact that I feel this way. I hate they way I have been acting, I hate how things are. And you know what, some of you might say I am just doing this for attention, but why would I be going away from people if I wanted attention? Why would I hide if I wanted attention? Why would I try to stay away from attention if all I wanted was attention? Once you figure that out, then come and talk to me. Until then, have a great life, you won't be seeing me in it!
 xX_angelic_demon · Thu Oct 14, 2010 @ 04:41am · 0 Comments |
