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Really sad, almost Suicidal - R.I.P Ace |
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Music: Phantom Planet - California
Mood: Depressed
Well, my day went pretty horribly, I must say.
This morning, I did my chores then started reading my new manga. Simple, but very pleasurable. heh. Played with my cousin and usually stressed over if I should do my homework or not.
Played Gaia, for a pretty hefty amount of time like usual.
The party went great/fair.
It was for my Aunt and she turned 53. She made really good food. A lot of my friends came over and we played at the arcade. Not much fun, but was a lot of entertainment for me for the day. We had this really fattening icing on the cake, you know, the butter tasting kind? that one. It was really gross watching the little kids shoving handfuls of the icing into their mouthes. Diabetes? I don't know it was jsut something I was thinking about. ;~;
Tonight has been a disaster, I was expecting some good sleep since I have school next week. Just getting my self plenty of rest before Stress mania.
My stubborn dog has been barking outside everynight so I have been hesitant bringing him outside. Anyways, my careless father decides to bring him outside because of his whining and he rushes straight under the porch for a while. Soon after, all I heard were his barks so I, my brother, and my father decide to see whats happening. Well we found out that he's been barking at a racoon which has been eating his food. So annoying. But this wasn't any normal fight. And I regret ever having a dog and having him go through this experience so young, i'm ashamed even at myself. The quarrel lasted for about 30-40 minutes, continuous barks and the racoons bites were all I heard. [my flashlight didn't help much, not to mention the fact that I was freezing, it was 12:00 midnight, and my father was spraying cold water everywhere since my dog hates/ is afraid of water].
This is horrible, since I might have to give him away tommarow. My father is fed up with all that Ace has done to our house and his life, and my mother is even more angry since she's pregnant. Their's nothing I can do to stop them, and nothing to fill in this emptyness that i'll feel once he's gone. So I guess I have to give up, this is what God has planned for me. Taking something important to my life and throwing it all away. I've had Ace for about a year and quarter. And i'll miss him very much. Though you guys probably don't care.
Farewell, my friend,
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This ISN'T Him, but it's the closest I can get, I'll have a realy picture tommarow
• Ace Socrates : July 12, 2003 - November 28, 2004 •
Well, night everyone.
edit: I'll proably delete this post tommarow.
 [Lo] · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 08:36am · 2 Comments |
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