Its ironic, I feel lonely when I'm surrounded by people. People who care about me, people who love me, people who have always been there for me, and I feel alone. I care about them but it's not them that I want to see the most. I'm so selfish. All I want is to see you again, feel you again, hear you say that you love me again. That is what I can't seem to get though and despite all that IS around me, I miss most what isn't. I'm scared that if I go back, it'll just be another bad time. Or worse. What would I find if I searched you out again? That you left without a word? That you found someone new? My mind swarms with possibilities. I miss you so much. It's not fair to anyone how I feel for you. But I can't stop feeling as I feel. So please, come to me soon. Let me see you, hear you, touch you and know that you love me. Please.
Ayala55 · Sat Oct 02, 2010 @ 03:50pm · 0 Comments |