Being happy is weird and though I don't want it to ever end, I also am a little nervous that something will happen to screw it all up.
Will reality change things or just make things feel deeper? I can't exactly find the words to how things are for me on my end and nor would I want to. I've learned better than that. No trail means nothing can be used to jab at me, like Zaade did when I opened up to him and he openly talked about my fears instead of shutting the hell up about it. I could never trust him or even count on him to be around. I never can trust even my own taste in guys.
I want to trust, I do, but I also can't rush myself just to make someone else happy. It's my turn to be happy, end of story.
 Jayce Reinhardt · Tue Jul 06, 2010 @ 07:21pm · 0 Comments |
