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So last night i had a bit of a breakdown i've been hiding it successfully form everyone for about a month and well i cracked i just couldn't do it any more i gave in. I cried for about and hour and a half. I dont exactly know whats wrong with me anymore i'm under a lot of stress i guess. I dont honestly know what it is. Im madly in love with the man of my dreams and my friends hate him. I hate this i feel so.... torn my friends are like my family but vince he's my always no matter what he's always been the one I've been drawn to i dont know i guess the uppers will help my mom said i have to take them that me being unhappy is just like me giving up and ill be damned if I'm gonna be a quite it aint gonna ******** happen. So i have to go ow well