Heyy, guys. I, uh, well ive recently been kinda busy playing Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan alot. I've been playing it so loud in my room just to block out the voices.
My grandmother on my dad's side doesnt put in an effort to see me or mum and recently dad spent all easter sunday up with her. Mum was really upset and dad slept in the car. I stayed up til midnight in the bathroom crying with my ipod playing the song on repeat. I was singing it through tears.
I decided i couldnt stay there and tried to cheer myself up so i stayed up watching Castle and Just My Luck. When mum came out she hugged me and had a drink of water before going back to bed. Dad came upstairs and hugged me and appologized for the pain he was causing me. I thanked and forgave him and he started crying, something he hasn't really done since Granny died.
I stilled had the occasional tear roll down my cheeks but I soon realised mum and dad had stopped fighting. They were talking to each other again and I let out a sigh of relief. They managed to work out the problem and talk it out.
What got me through Sunday was that song. BUt in the end, I realised that it sounds better through laughter than tears.
Luv u all! mwah! xx <3 xx Creepyy! xx
TheCreepySyndrome · Mon Apr 05, 2010 @ 07:53am · 0 Comments |