RAOR!
******** life.
Why is it what every time something good happens to me another things goes completely wrong!
why.
why
WhY
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WHY
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I hate you self.
Gawd I wish sometimes that I could just die.
Just die and leave and never come back.
To quit!
To end it.
To not have to feel so painful.
To stop the headaches.
To be nothing.
To be gone.
To suffocate on my own nothingness.
To hide myself.
To not have to deal.
To not have to feel.
To not have to pretend everyday that I'm tough and can wait things out.
To not worrie about how to act.
To not worrie about what to say.
To not worrie about if I'm crying.
To not worrie.
To Be Nothing.
