I don't know how to deal with this. I can't think, I can't talk or write or explain and I just don't know right now! I can't deal with this I can't deal with my dad calling my mom a ******** dumbshit and I just can't deal with anything right now I don't know what to do and fewqqoiprequiofpdsa don't have any words and I can't explain anything.
I CAN'T DEAL WITH MY PARENTS EXPLODING AT EACH OTHER AT THE SMALLEST THING AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND FIGHTING AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH MY BROTHER TREATING MY MOM LIKE s**t WHEN HE'S ANGRY AND I just don't know what to do. I can't express anything. I can't deal with the fact that being at home makes so miserable sometimes that I'm almost always happier at school and I can't deal with feeling guilty about feeling sad because so many people have it worse than I do and I just don't know how to do anything right now. I feel sick. I can't breathe through my nose because I've been crying.
I can't deal with wondering whether my dad will drink and drive again and I can't deal with every single wish be it upon star or dandelion being "I wish my dad would stop drinking and be happy" and I just jkleu0999rewrewoi
I can't. I can't find any words in my head. I don't know where they are.
 dalia salvd · Wed Feb 10, 2010 @ 03:45am · 0 Comments |
