When did I become this person?
Or rather, when did I slip in to this regression?
Talking about this,
It fills me with all the horrible things from last year.
But I know I mustn’t think of those times,
And I know I must keep moving forward,
Growing up.
Did my lif really start to become so unbearable that I forgot how to stand on my own?
And when did I turn into such a monster?
Lurking in the shadows the way I have lately,
And forcing the pity I once felt for others upon their shoulders.
Who or what was it that told be I had to change?
But no,
I refuse to place the blame wrongfully anymore.
I had decided tonight that it was time for me to stand up and face the mistakes I have made with as much honesty as possible,
And I will keep that word.
Who?
Me.
Now it’s time I face the world with a square head,
And rely on no one but myself to figure out the rest.
And when I do,
I must be the one to change the wrongs I have committed.
 Hanakima Ai · Mon Oct 26, 2009 @ 08:53am · 0 Comments |
