Today was my birthday party. I think I would feel better now if nobody had come. I invited all my friends in the area, about six of them came, and then they all left early. They didn't have anything to do most of them, one person left, and then everybody else just picked up and went. It would have been a nice day, but it was pretty crappy for a birthday party. I should have planned the party better and made more of an event of it, but I still feel kinda crappy that everybody just decided to leave. I feel kind of like crying now and thinking that I need to make more friends. It seems like most of my friends don't live here anymore and the people that are still here don't think of me much. I'm probably just having some post-college crisis, but I've hit that point where I suddenly feel left behind and lonely. I should probably go out and meet some people, but I'm not very good at that. Most of the people I seem to know now are friends through the internet and they're too far away to see anywhere besides a computer.
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