Being alone sucks
I get so jealous when I see couples who are insanely happy, I want to barf. I can't even remember how it feels to have someone really in love with me. Most people either just can't give a s**t or since I'm the "Adult" I'm not supposed to have feelings. Why bother having attachments at all if they are just going to leave anyway, besides I am a boring uninteresting ********. The proof is my last one, I just got ignored all the damn time.
And people wonder why I'm so closed off. . . .
I really shouldn't be even having these thoughts, My grampa's not doing well and I have to be there for my family. This is my role and I have to stop hurting myself thinking that there is more to it than this.
*goes to watch more Dr. Steel*
 Jayce Reinhardt · Thu Sep 10, 2009 @ 10:45pm · 0 Comments |
