I've Given Up
I've given up on fighting back. I've given up on trying to get you to see what I see. I've given up on living.
Why am I here? Do I have a reason? Only a couple people care, and surely they'll get over me in time.
Why am I crying? because I'm afraid to leave. I'm afraid of people judging, stealing, hating me for what I have done.
Why do I want to leave? because no one cares enough to follow me when I've silently slipped away from the crowd.
When I call out, no one hears me. When I cry, no one sees me. And sometimes I like it that way.
Most of the time, I hate it that way.
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