If love were a poison then I have been poisoned. It's never been a lethal injection though I can't deny that it has gotten close before. I have been poisoned many times and it's starting to feel as if I'm becoming resistant to it. My heart seems shut off, refusing to love and be hurt. It hurts to love someone but it hurts more to be alone or to not have someone you love. I don't know what to do, unable to give my heart away. Unable to love. Unable to be poisoned. How I wish to be poisoned at least one last time. Let me be poisoned and let it seep into my being so I can't escape it. Let me be poisoned and poison another. Let the poison consume us as we consume each other. The saying is "'till death do us part" Let it hold true and let us die as on. Let me love and be loved. Let me live a life worth living. Let me be poisoned one last time.
Ayala55 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 10:36pm · 0 Comments |