I can feel it.
I can see it happening.
the feeling is the same as before.
the more you love me,
the more I feel unworthy.
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I can see myself being taken back to the darkness.
the same darkness that once threaten to debour and turn me into nothing.
ed,ana and mia....you have been with me for as long as long as I can remember.
first ed....with your voice you lulled me into a state on self-hatred and loathing that even todat it can still be heard in the back of my mind.
ruriko's allied some might say but I know you mean well.
mia and ana,at times I feel closer to one only to find that I belong to the other.
they dictate my life,they alone rule my habits and my mind.
I'm broken easily by words and feelings.
I see myself dissapearing.
I can't do anything because they are always yelling at me.
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I am the guinea pig
 yamiruri · Sat Dec 17, 2005 @ 11:39pm · 1 Comments |
