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bittersweet DREAM! (alas, it's ONLY a dream...v_v) |
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it was a school day & apparently, we ALL had to walk to school. (ALL = every student) so, me & a couple of my friends started walking on the path, but the i see "cool" people. (cool in my eyes are the punks, goths, skaters, & so on.) i told my friends, "you guys go on ahead. i'll catch up." the guy i've been crushing wasn't with us, so i wanted to look for him. everyone left except for the smallest of them all, *Kitten. "i want to help you." she replies. "help me? with what?" i asked, confuzzed. "you're looking for *Spikes, aren't you, *Spiffy?" she smirks. i blush furiously. "yes." i replied. "okay. let's look for him." & she went off. i was scared because she's NOT all that punk/goth/skater, but, what the hell? i let her. in the end, i ended up skipping school because night-fall came & we were STILL searching for *Spikes. all of the sudden, the whole place turns into a concert. i called *Kitten on her mobile, & when she responded: "i heard loud music! i went home!" "okie! see you tomarrow!" i reply & hung up. so, i'm in this concert, by myself, looking for *Spikes. i see a cart that was selling food & drinks. i go up there, buy a Sprite & waited there. i go away for a bit, looking for *Spikes & when i come back, he's right there. in front of the cart. i run up to him & hug him. he hugs back. the band is playing a soft rock love song. i whisper in his ear: "i'm glad i found you." he replies: "same here." i blush furiously, & we're still hugging. then, he whispers: "i love you more than anything." i held my breath, then started breathing heavily. i reply, "no. you don't. you like me as a friend. nothing more." he put me at arms-length & looked at me. he hugged me again & replied: "i've never felt this way before, *Spiffy." i breathing heavily because i really like him, & i know he likes me...but as a friend. "*Spikes, i'm a friend to you. nothing more." i reply. "look. it's not the song. it's how i really feel. ask david. or carol. they know." i pulled away from him. "why are you telling me this now?" "perfect setting." i looked at him, my back still against him. he cautiously came from behind & wrapped his arms around me. i felt safe there, but then, there was that little spark of hope. "i love you, *Spiffy." he whispers. i shudder & respond: "didn't i tell you that people nowadays are throwing that word around like it means nothing?" i bit my bottom lip for saying that. "yes. but, i mean it." "how can you be so sure?" he tightened his grip around me & kissed my neck. my knees buckle as i shiver. "because i know what i want." "and what of the other girls?" "what about them?" i bit my bottom lip again. i sigh & respond: "they like you too." "but, they haven't affected me like you have. you're different than them. you're...unique." i close my eyes & breathed heavily. he turns me around so that i could face him. "you're crying. why?" he asked. i hugged him hard & we fall to the ground. "*Spiffy! What's wrong!?" i smile at him. "i love you too." he returns the smile & we kiss listening to the band play: "Good-bye To Romance." by: Ozzy Osbourne. except, we found romance....
* = i'm using nicknames. NOT real names. 3nodding
 HeartSeeker Lea · Sat Dec 17, 2005 @ 03:56pm · 0 Comments |
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