Oh. Two or three days ago, I've started to see things, like hallucinations, but not really. They're like real, they feel real and they only occured like two or three times, and they freaked me out for good. since then i'm afraid of, of- i don''t know what, but i'm afraid. and nothing's going good for me anymore, every day i'm just down and depressed. feels like there's only one quarter of me left, one downbreak more and i'm ********. oh and what i've seen was really ******** up, and i even felt it and for the first time i screamed of horror for 4-7 seconds really loud (i'm glad i was alone) and then spent the rest of the hour crying in an empty bathtub, my friend said everything i say or tell him feels like i got raped in the head. crying
Youpine · Thu Jun 25, 2009 @ 07:06pm · 0 Comments |