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people should be concerned about me. that might be good, i might actually get some help that i'm sure i don't want, nor need, but it couldn't hurt, i bet some pills could help my state... then again i don't want to worry anyone, but i'm failing at that one. for the past few days my mental state has gone worse, i don't know what's wrong. but i'm afraid. sometimes i get angry, and i mean it, like really really angry, murder angry. and for no good reason at all, so it can't be just that. i'm also very sad, i cried a lot while i was angry, mostly because i didn't want to be angry and i was sorry for everyone around me but at the same time i couldn't be less angry and oh god i'm so sorry crying for all the people i hurt in last few days and ugh things couldn't be worse. well they could, but that's beyond the line. i guess i've been fine for yesterday and today and everything, and i probably will be fine tomorrow too and everything. and i probably wouldn't even be concerned about any of this, it's just like emotions, right? but no it's gotten past that. it's worse, i've began to see things. i've had hallucinations and i'm afraid and i was bloody sober gonk Youpine · Thu Jun 25, 2009 @ 05:18pm · 0 Comments


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