I started the day early,infact I almost didn't sleep at all xd ...I love waking up so early...not like 7 but more like 2-5 in the morning...or night,whatever....all I know is that I love those hours and it makes me hypper (which is what happened today).....I'm trying to enjoy the last day of this semester cause I know that I probably won't be back next semester due to stuff stare ........I have so much s**t to take care of.....I have to leave my house before it consumes me and crushes my soul.
I have to leave.
no matter what,I have to......god I hope they forget about the ******** "talk" that they want to have with me cause I know that 1)the b***h is going to say that I'm the one who is wrong and that I'm ******** up my life and that I'm miserable. I don't think they get the concept.......and what the hell does she knows about MY happiness?....nothing!!! that b***h knows nothing...she is trying to turn me into some ******** up version of her...somehow.....I ******** hate everything.......I hate my life....no,scratch that...I love my life,I just plain and simple hate them.
they all say that I'm a whinny b***h but in reality I'm just trying to get as far away from them as possible so I won't have to endure them..or they're pressence.......*sigh* one of this days.......I'm really going to lose it.
 yamiruri · Wed Dec 14, 2005 @ 07:14pm · 1 Comments |
