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Wao ~.
" Hmh. Nonsense. " /edited
Wao, I guess Hibari needs one too, neh ?
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What is this ' love ' you speak of ?
It is nothing but pure utter nonsense.
The word has no right, correct meaning,
yet, it is said from all around.
Perhaps that is why herbivores crowd.

They crowd because of such wording.
I despise that.
I loathe mingling among herbivores.
Even if such word can bring crowding,
I dislike that word as well.

Do not speak the ridiculous word in front of me.
The word is nothing to me but one from a dictionary.

I see this all as a game.
You can not change the fact and way I look at things.
You are not me, herbivore.
I have my own game to play.
This is my game ;
I do not plan on loosing.

Though perhaps I have already lost ;
Upon every aspect of the rules and regulations,
maybe I have lost this round.

I am no herbivore.
I do not crowd and say such unlikely words to other beings.
Because I do not see a reason to.

Show me this ' love ' you speak of.
Fall in love with me.
Until then, all of it is a silly game.
Prove to me that I am wrong.
Prove to me that this ' love ' can be as powerful as said.
Prove to me that I am a herbivore.

That is impossible, though.
I will not become a herbivore for a mere reason of one being.
I can live my own life.

Do not tell me whether or not to do my actions.
I do not care.
You are another simple herbivore to a game to dispose of.

This game is your lost.
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I am not a herbivore.
I do not have parents.
I do not have comrades.
I do not have ' friends '.
Nor do I care.

This is how I live my life as Hibari Kyouya.
You can not change me.
No one can change me.

You may do whatever you wish to this body.
But you will let this boy die as a man.
I willingly refuse any such disobediance to my eye.

I might refuse your words.
I might refuse your actions.
I might disregret my own.
Though, that is to my deciding.

Hold a gun to my head.
Shoot.
Let me die and fade away slowly.
Let my body wilt and shatter.
Let me disappear.

I will not care.
If I meet my goals, then life in unworthy of living.
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Gokudera Hayato.
That day will never come.
You do not see what I am seeing.
You are not in my shoes.
I will never smile because I am truly happy.
I am not a herbivore.
I will not do such herbivoric actions.

Smiling is for the weak.
They smile because they do not know what is going on.
They smile because their reaction is worthless.

The day you see in which I reject is tomorrow.
Then it would be the next day, then the day.
Tomorrow is today, Gokudera Hayato.
I will say ' no ' to you upon every request
I do not want to take.
I am not afraid to say ' no '.

I will not remain your prisoner.
I am free.
You can not dulge on my life.
I will not let you.
This is my life to live.
If I wish to point a gun to my head, then so be it.
Do not stop me, Gokudera Hayato.
Your words mean nothing to me.

I am an empty shell.
I live on what my accordance goes to.
I do not care for feelings.
In fact, I do not care for your life, or any other herbivore's.
I am nothing.
You can not see me as anything but another human.
Another being that has the fate to die in the end.

Do you see me more than just nothing, Gokudera Hayato ?
Am I that worthy of your gaze ?

Remove it.
Remove your gaze from me.
I am not worth your watching.
I am not your entertainment.
Let me die.
Let me wilt.
Let me fade away.

Gokudera . . . Hayato . . .
How did you come to look at things ?


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  • User Comments: [20]
    a wild muffin appears
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    Tue Jun 30, 2009 @ 05:33am


    Tis funny how I didn't see the edit until today. : )


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    Wed Jul 01, 2009 @ 12:57am


    This was directed on the other Gokudera, correct ?

    I wish you didn't feel that way about things Hibari.
    I really do.

    Edited//
    Waaa~
    That was deep man.
    Deep.
    I'm not in character, am I ? D:
    Crap.
    The thing wasn't directed on me though, so I don't have to be, rightt~? : D
    Oh well. Let's say I am in character, but I'm just drunk
    Yeah, that'll work.
    I, Gokudera Hayato, am drunk.
    ;DD



    a wild muffin appears
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    Sat Jul 04, 2009 @ 12:48am


    Yeah. I think this is my Gokudera. xD
    Oh well, he will just pretend he didn't see this.
    Since I don't know what to make of it.


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    Sat Jul 04, 2009 @ 01:48am


    AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
    THAT'S HILARIOUS.
    [ / drunk ]


    a wild muffin appears
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    Sat Jul 04, 2009 @ 06:10am


    . . .
    You are obviously drunk.
    I should be a nice person and just take you home.
    Instead of taking advantage of this situation...
    That's what I should do, at least.


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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 02:07am



    [ / dances ]
    I'm bringing sexy backkk~
    Yeah~ Them other boys don't know how to acttt~ <3


    x STORM r i o t
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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 03:37am


    No, I`M bringin` sexy back. D<


    a wild muffin appears
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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 03:53am


    You are both sexy. <3
    You should drink too, Hibari.
    [/Hands alcohol]
    So I can't kidnap you like I did with Hana-Goku.


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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 04:17am


    I'M SEXIER.
    D8<
    [ / dances again ]
    I'm bringing sexayy backk~ Hibari don't know how to actt~
    ;D


    x STORM r i o t
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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 04:25am


    COFFEE ?! 8DDD;;
    .: flings self at beer ;

    NO, I AM BRINGING SEXY BACK, HERBIVORE. DDD<
    Them herbivores don`t know how to act.

    YOU SEE THESE SHACKLES ?
    BABY, I`M YOUR SLAVE. FFFFFFFFF.
    I`ll let you whip me if I misbehave. ;DDD


    a wild muffin appears
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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 05:51pm


    [/Stands awkwardly in a corner]
    I was expecting more of a passed out on the ground kind of drunk.
    But this works.
    ;3
    Would you really let me whip you, Hibari?
    O_o
    You haven't let me done that, actually.
    Wait, you never let me do anything to you but I do them anyways. xD


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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 06:04pm


    [ / dances ; holding beer ]
    It's just that no one makes me feel this wayy~ <3
    TAKE EM TO THE CHORUS.
    I'm bringin sexayy backk~ Yeah!
    Hibari don't know how to actt~ Yeah!
    Dirty babeee~
    You see these shackles bay I'm your slavee~ <3
    I'll let you whip me if I misbehave~

    [ / points to Toxic ]
    Dance! >:3
    Aahahahahaha, Hibari's drunkkk!
    [ / also drunk ]


    a wild muffin appears
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    Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 06:49pm


    No, I will not dance. D<
    But you go on though, I am here to observe.
    And to rape y'all. 8D But it is not gonna happen yet.~
    [/Eats cucumber sandwiches]
    Yay, sandwiches. <3


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    Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 06:45am


    DANCE YOU a*****e. D8<
    [ / kicks ; resumes dancing ]
    <3
    I'm bring sexy back~
    Them mother f*ckers don't know how to act~
    Now lemme pick up for the things yah lackk~
    Cause you're burnin up I gotta get it fast~

    [ / lolololol. Now I have that song in my head. ;-; ]



    x STORM r i o t
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    Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 06:46pm


    Oh yes, Gokkyun ~ ;DD
    I`ll let you do it anytime. <33

    .: clings onto Kudera ;

    I`m like a ringleader, I call the shots.
    I`m like a firecracker, I make it hot.
    When I put on a show ~ <3

    My loneliness is killing me.
    I must confess, I still believe ;
    When I'm not with you I lose my mind.
    Give me a sign.
    Hit me baby one more time ~!


    a wild muffin appears
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    Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 06:55pm


    . . .
    I must be decent and not take advantage of these two just because they are drunk.
    Yes.
    [/Goes to sit in a corner]
    Shut up, you two, I am trying to be decent! D<


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    Mon Jul 06, 2009 @ 08:55pm


    [ / clings to Hibari ]
    All eyes in me in the center of the ring just like a circusss~
    When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip just like a circus~
    Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do~
    Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor just like a circus~ >w<

    [ / points to Toxic ]
    NO! YOU SHUT UP! D8<
    YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
    HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
    [ / falls over ]





    x STORM r i o t
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    Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 12:22am


    I've had a little bit too much ;
    All of the people start to rush ;
    How does he twist that dance, Can't find my drink, oh man.
    Where are my keys, I lost my phone !

    .: drags Gokkyun in by the hair ;

    What's going on on the floor ?
    I love this record baby,
    But I can’t see straight anymore.
    Keep it cool, what's the name of this club ?
    I can't remember but it's alright, alright. ;DD

    Y`ALL CAN`T WIN THIS, SUCKKKAAZZZZ.
    .: runs around with beer ;


    a wild muffin appears
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    Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 01:07am


    D<
    [/Slaps away Hibari's hand]
    What the hell are you doing, Hibari?
    And I can so tell you what to do, hana-Goku. >:3
    [/Takes away the alcohol from both]
    No more for you two.


    deleted image
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    Wed Jul 08, 2009 @ 08:17pm


    Nuuuuu~ Give it backkk! D8
    [ / reaches ]


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