k well when i get really bored i do things like this listening to gay music like paris hilton looking for people who talk to me but thats not proply wat will be best for my inner self cuz right now its screaming for paris to stop.XD
i really need to get away from my house....i feel like the more i stay here the more likely im going to do something stupid to hurt myself just to escape. i shouldnt be here i dont belong anymore no one likes me but my stuffed animals. i dont even belong at school. i have no real clicks. no one likes me there. im too reliant on two people for all support and trhats whats bringing me down but i cant stop. maybe i should bring a stuffed animal to school to make me feel better. emo