More and more as time goes by I'm proving that test right...
And I'm beginning to feel like all I'm ever doing is being a bother and a pain to people...just like I had when I wanted to leave this world to save everyone the pain of being bothered by me.
I have little hope of anything anymore, and the faded memories of dreams I once had alive in my heart are not even barely worth holding onto anymore...
So, goodbye...goodbye to the dreams I used to have, and hello to hopelessness and misery once again.
I'm really pathetic...and if I post anything like this in any of the forums I know people will just call me a b***h who wants attention...and maybe I do. But I wont ask for it, and suffer without it until someone jumps in and saves me from drowning in my own self...
Holy One of Heaven Community Member 
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