k well when i get really bored i do things like this listening to gay music like paris hilton looking for people who talk to me but thats not proply wat will be best for my inner self cuz right now its screaming for paris to stop.XD
so hows life im getting happier but i still think that i should go on anti depressent but oh well sigh i do feel better and im getting rid of stress i thik i can make it through a good part of my life smile