last night jeremy proposed to me, i told him ill tell him my answer when i see him next. i really love him, but hed want to marry me as soon as i turn 18, then get me preggy right away, and be a stay at home mom. i wouldnt be able to go and study wolves, or help save them, id have to give up all my dreams, and all my hopes...so i decided to date someone else. i dont love this new guy, but i cant give up my wolves, or my freedom. i guess i chose being alone with my wolves over being barefoot and pregnent, but i refuse to be caged up in a house. i dont know how ill tell jeremy this, but its not like we are even going out. the sad thing is, since he doesnt believe in divorce, he really wanted to be with me forever, and i love him enough to marry him, but not enough to give up my freedom, and my wolves. i want to cry, it breaks my heart, but ill stay with my wolves. i wish i could tell him yes...but i cant give up who i am for him
 theshadowolf · Mon Apr 27, 2009 @ 03:43am · 2 Comments |
