This is possibly the nicest thing I've ever heard Tommy tell me. It's, of course, two years old, but when I think about it, my heart shatters because of his dumb a** cousin. :sigh: I just wish I could talk to him one more time, and hear his criticising voice, how he hates me, and possibly, laugh with this kid. I remember the days when I was in love with him, and every time he stared at me with hurtful eyes, I would just look away. He played a god charade, but he made me believe. I'm so glad my heart has moved on.
^^ Sorry, for my cheesy love paragraph lol. Here's the message he sent me, by the way.
Wed Dec 26, 2007 6:33 am
hey sorr havent been on a long time huh lol i guss i been thinking of stuff a lot and u been puting a lot of presure and am i in 3rd plac on ur friends list i mean if i am not i understand becuse i been mean u you a lot huh well i gusse i beed thinking of the alot lately lol so i am just kinda going to be depress lol i am so bore so if u are mad at me i can kinda unstand and i dont hate u just think that dont u lol ho ho ho ho this is truning out to be a kinda sucky christmas lol :[ ok bye lol!!!!!!!! cry
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