So, as I told Hoshi (my internets and IRL bestest yaoi fran!) I watched BrokeBack Mountain for the first time. It was so incredible. crying Yes that damn gay cowboy movie. It was epic, and very emotional. I loved it to bits. I loathe returning it back to the rentals, but I must! D: I wish I could find somewhere, where they still sell it. Because I must have it! Along with other movies, I really want to keep it. Almost so bad I might cry. I know I'll cry. xD Only because it truly is one of it's kind. It's not a gay cowboy movie. It's a Love story. D:
(JACK NASTY FTW! xDD)
Jake is so touching when he talks about this movie . . .
Quote: It's a sort of a Yin & Yang, and the two create a whole together.
and what one of the screenwriters said, because I felt it personal to me.
Quote: I think everybody in their lives probably has made one connection with somebody that pulls you, completely out of yourself. And that's what happens with these two guys.
I took back the gir I have to Manuel. Only because it hurts me to know he can't take care of it. Ugh...Frustrating.
And I know that Mario is getting different feelings for me. Maybe he doesn't know, but I can feel the change as clear as he knows.
Hehe . . .
I'm starting to think Carlos is a little . . . gay? XDDD Seriously. Not like straight gay. But not straight. You know? That's hot though.
I wish he'd tell me that- but I know how he is. xD
Haha. I had the sweetest dream, xD
So I went to eat a cheese filled pretzel. And I had cheese all over my mouth, and I looked like a total fool. I saw Mario and said, 'You want some?!' with the stupidest smile it was so embarrassing. He shook his head and hugged me, and kissed me on the forehead.
D: <3
Haha. Sweetest thing ever.
State tests this week. Wish me luck. ^_^
Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Tue Mar 31, 2009 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments |