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Never seen them cryy. { Updateish.... } |
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R. I. P ~ { David Garcia }
R. I. P ~ { Citlaly Jimenez }
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Damn, what happened today?
After the memorial gathering at the NFL building, everyone lost it. Even people
who didn't have a reason to cryy. I was caught in between my empathy and a real reason to even feel any emotions at all.
It was epic that Eli had a vision of Citlaly- It's like, almost pure proof of existence after being . . .dead- I guess? I know that there is life after death; but- what kind of life I wonder. And what sort of story.
Brandie fainted- But she was okay, Marimar- Carina and Marisol were crying real bad. I've never seen Marimar cry that hard. It made me really sad.
I went to the office { student life center } and watched people write things for David. alot of people were veryy upset and other's were sharing pain.
So, are we gonna go in there?
Nahh. I don't belong in there.
I saw Cruz cry. That was very sad. I almost cried when I saw him sad.
Then all my friends started cryying. And I saw Jasmine and Kassandra
crying to because they were really worried about Brandie. And everyone else was crying away. Espeacially Yuridia who was crying REALLY loud over nothing. She's full of s**t and just wanted attention like always. Pissed me off really bad, like-
'can you try and have some respect for the people that actually have a REASON to cry?' Freakindamn! D<
Mario, Carlos and Cruz went inside Mr. herrera's classroom so I just decided to go in there. Just to sort of keep them company. I sat down next to Mario and I asked him if he was okay. He said he was trying to hold it in, (crying~) and I told him, 'OMG NO. If you cry, I will cry like a little ho. I'm serious don't cry! D<' fortunately he didn't. But that's when I noticed Carlos. . .
He was leaning on the couch in Mr. herrera's room with his arm on the arm chair and his head rested on his forearm. He held a tissue in his other hand.
Carlos . . . are you okay?
He shook his head no.
He was crying.
I've never seen him like that before. Infact, I thought it was impossible for him to cry. He is such a happy person. Always making jokes and having fun and being stupid. Always. Always. Always. So to see him like this hurt a little part of me. That affected me greatly. Because Carlos is apart of me. D:
I sat next to him. I didn't ask him why he was upset, because he probably wouldn't tell me. But whatever made him cryy, I wish I could've cried with him.
He went outside and I followed after I went somewhere with Nancy.
He was sitting up on the yellow rails and I wanted to be next to him.
I've never seen him like that, and I don't ever want to. So I know that no matter what I would've said it wouldn't of mattered, but I really wanted to help him in some way. I came to the conclusion that the best thing I could do was contribute my presence. I stayed pretty close to him for a while. Making sure he wasn't lonely. Just so he could know, that I am there for him.
We watched Mario run up to the basketball hoop and hang from it like a monkey :']
Mario's so dumb xD
Carlos laughed. :]
Cruz was there to. I stayed in between them so I could be there for both.
Mr. Herrera said it was time to leave to the next class.
'I don't want to leave.'
I think Carlos said, 'you don't want to?'
Then i said, 'no I don't.'
He was sniffling. D':
So I had to go, and I turned around to face Carlos.
Are you gonna be okay?
He looked at me, like in my eyeballs. :]
And he nodded.
I patted him and said, 'Okay, I love you.' and I left.
At lunch-
Manuel slightly touched my leg but I flinched and yelped. I'm not use to that o///o
We talked and he talked with a lisp. :3
And Kassandra was trying to violate him. D<
He told me he cried in Art class. </3
We went to Art- and Manuel came to. n-n
I wanted to blow a bubble, and Nancy gave me gum.
'Aren't these your favorite?'
'Aww, Yeaaah...'
'Here you can have it. n-n'
'We'll split it.'
'Okay.'
'Ready?
One-
Two-
Three.'
Snap.
I drew a rag dedicated to D.G's memory. I didn't get to finish but I will eventually. I'm glad I contributed to his memory, and I hope wherever he's at he'll see it. n-n
"I just want to let you all know that for whatever happens tomorrow, I love you."
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Fri Mar 13, 2009 @ 03:20am · 0 Comments |
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