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lost friendship
" you have friends one day
but then there gone
you see them fighting
you try to make them stop
they wont stop
you start to cry and run off
they finaly stop
you sit by a cristal cool clear lake
they walk up to u
you look away
they say your sorry
but then they walk away"


Your Japanese name should be
'Amaya'

which means "night rain".

You're a dark person, a bit of a loner, and probably even depressed. You feel better at night than at day. Rain makes you think of yourself, how it seems you're falling over and over again...




Invisibility

You wish only to be alone. People of your past have sort of destroyed your confidence. With this power you could gain revenge and never be caught!




You are the type of warrior that does not get hurt easily. And you will not give up easily either! GO YOU!


Sadness and depression is what lies behind your eyes... Or even so, you can't even tell what lies behind your eyes because they're constantly covered up with tears! You've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you to handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up; just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont want to hear you! You want a normal and happy life. Though that picture is porcelain in your mind; it's not as great as it seems, and most importantly, it's not real! You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head; isolated though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; none of them see what's wrong with you. You want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! You often find isolated places as being your salvation; any place away from 'them' is ideal to you. You also love to express yourself in many ways; whether it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You think no one can relate to you, but you don't know how wrong you are! You're just too scared; too scared to admit that maybe you're wrong about society... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Maybe it isn't as bad as you portray it to be! Life brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories... The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the laughter eventually dies down... But the memories... Those last forever! So try to make them memories you can cherish... You only live once, so make it the best as possible smile Don't start frowning! You never know who's falling in love with your smile smile