right now I'm really depressed,even more depressed than I was on monday,the reason being is because realisation has just hit me,I have no idea were am I going to go after I'm done in valencia.I know I don't want to go to the near by campus because 1)they don't have anything that I need and 2)because I wanted to get as far away from this hell as possible,but it seems that I won't be able to do that. there are many reasons for me saying that.I don't know what to do or were to go anymore.all I know is that I'm torn on the inside , between what I want and what I should do and yet again on the other things that I want,I can't take it anymore.
yamiruri · Wed Nov 02, 2005 @ 09:24pm · 2 Comments |